Tuesday Blues

I have the blues today. Well, actually since over the weekend. I'll probably talk about it in another blog at another time. It's a bit deep and will probably take more time to write than I have now. It has to do with the fact that my mom will most likely require a third surgery for her back and a second surgery for her neck. It's gotten to me to the point where I haven't slept well for the past three nights.... except Saturday night when I made myself a Mojito before bed AND discovered that I'm allergic to rum.

It's drizzly outside and has been so for the past 4-5 days. Not the type of weather that cheers one up. I guess I could deal with it as long as there's no flooding in the basement.

My tummy's been aching a bit lately too. Not sure if it's stress related or that I've been purposefully eating a little less each day and skipping a meal occasionally the past week or so. Yes... yes... it's silly of me to do so in hopes of a flatter stomach by summer time. sigh... Well, the gay world is so superficial. I gotta do everything that I can do to make myself feel better... including fasting. It of course doesn't help when my body goes into Yogi Bear mode during the winter months. I'm just beginning to see my waistline again.

I did something silly recently... I bought some tan through clothing online. LOL. They were pricey, but I thought they would be worth it if I had a complexion versus looking pale and sickly. When the clothing arrived... I understood why they are called tan through clothing. They are so thin that I can actually see through them! LOL... gosh... and I bought a pair of swimming trunks too... wouldn't that be a sight... shiney white buns turning a rosy pink. :)

Okay... I've held my pee long enough to finish this blog. I'm gonna call it a day. I'm hitting the gym tonight... *grasp* I'm meeting Mr. Scale tonight... I wonder what it has to say about my weight. :P